Personal Projects The following two are a novella and a book series I've been working on for years. They're solely passion projects and may not ever be published. FÜNF SEKTOREN-REIHE Eine Serie, die mir schon seit Jahren im Kopf herumschwirrt. Mein ehrgeizigstes Projekt. Drei Ziegen A BATCH OF BUNTINGS A psychological horror novella about confronting one's traumas or living a life trapped by them. Learn More

Return I have over seventy blog post drafts -- below, in no specific order, are the closest ones to being posted. Anything I spontaneously write and post in between is not included. Upcoming Poetry Upcoming Posts In order to create a consistent upload schedule, I've been working on a backlog of posts, so I'll always have at least one ready while working on another. The following are 12 poetry collections that are the closest to being finished, or are finished, out of over 40 poetry collection drafts I have. FIELD OF DANDELIONS BLOCK PARTY TOTE & PULL FALLSTREAK NO EYES BEES & MILKWEED LAVENDER SPIRAL QUEEN OF THE NIGHT RED HAT MOLDING APPRECIATIONS APPRECIATIONS PART II APPRECIATIONS PART III A DANGEROUS MISCONCEPTION An essay about the most common misconception about post-traumatic stress disorder - that it is reserved for combat veterans - and the harmful personal and societal impacts of that misconception. IF I LIVE, IF I LEAVE "Do you guys ever think about dying?" With my obsessive-compulsive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder, I am in constant fear that every day will be my last. PLEASE CATCH MY DREAMS A personal account of the way post-traumatic stress disorder has, in the past and in many ways currently, impacted my ability to sleep. HEALING WITH POETRY Why I started writing poetry and the healing power of the hobby. THE FIRST YEAR A personal account of the first year following a traumatic incident. POLITICAL SHIFT An essay bout growing up in a place where people complain about indoctrination but let their kids sit in front of Fox News before knowing what politics means. An essay about identity foreclosure, cognitive biases, misinformation, unlearning toxic ideologies instilled from a young age, and learning to look toward the future when so many are trying to bring us back. MEN BLAMING WOMEN There is a mental health crisis among men - as there is for all genders - but some are placing blame where it does not belong. This essay discusses topics about men's mental health and the men who pretend to care about it only when it gives them the opportunity to illogically blame women as a whole for their struggles. THE FEAR OF WEAKNESS An essay about the toxic masculinity instilled into boys from a young age and the once innocent men in your life being sucked into manosphere rabbit holes.

CONTENT SERIES INTRO WARNING LETTER THREE GOATS WHERE THEY RESIDE THE BUILDOUT FILES FIVE SECTORS A trilogy The SRC: An Overview Monette does not know of her omnipotence - yet. She does not know she's anything other than human. One day she is kidnapped and taken to the SRC, an academy in Hell where cambions and future servants of the Devil, Kragola, are trained on how to unlock their potential. The Devil eventually grants all students the full force of their powers, including Monette, whose powers are far more potent than the others. But his ego ignores the warnings from his servants. The students are sent back up to the surface to fulfill their responsibilities as a servant to Hell. But after skillfully pretending for so long to be devoted to the Devil, Monette ignores the rules and missions given to her and goes on a personal, vindictive rampage with her new powers - everything from shape-shifting to keeping victims alive with their pain for as long as she chooses. Those who have committed atrocities, and all the people who wronged her and her family while she was alive, are about to find out that a prison sentence - if they'd even gotten one - will have been the most luxurious of their punishments. Kragola tries to stop her rampage, but finds that her powers are close to his own. For the first time in his life, he is about to feel fear. He knows who her last target is. This series, originally starting with Where They Reside, has been in progress since 2020. It was started, and much of it was planned, while I was in residential treatment for OCD and anxiety. From the slow-burn gothic backstory of Monette in the psychological horror novella Three Goats, to her vindictive rampage in Where They Reside, to the forces of Hell trying to take earth in The Buildout, Five Sectors is a revenge story that spans three books and that has a protagonist-turned-antagonist that some readers just might root for. BOOK INFO All book covers below use public domain assets and are concept designs created by me. THREE GOATS A NOVELLA A family trapped in their own house by the devil. If you leave, you die. If help comes, they die. Then you die. He wants only one thing - the family's daughter, Monette Müller. WHERE THEY RESIDE EIN ROMAN Monette Müller. Cambion. Sukkubus. Gestaltwandler. Rachsüchtig. Einst ein Mensch, jetzt das einzige Wesen, das der Teufel selbst fürchtet. DER AUSBAUEN EIN ROMAN Der Tod geht in die Millionen. Es bildete sich eine Koalition aus 27 Ländern. Die einzige Möglichkeit, sie aufzuhalten, besteht darin, den Krieg dorthin zu bringen, wo sie leben – in die Hölle – und ihn Sektor für Sektor aufzulösen. FILES WTR FILE ONE WHERE THEY RESIDE FILE ONE CHAPTER SEVEN SCENE THREE CONTENT WARNING: GORE "Do you have to out me?" Princeton's old office chair squeals as he leans back. "Under the circumstances I am not obligated to break confidentiality, no." Elliot adjusts his Kubota cap. "Oh - thank you kindly. It means a heck-a-lot. I already swore to God I would never - " "But , I cannot promise karma won't catch up, you know. I'm not a superstitious man, but in this, I believe." "Oh, I know, b'leeve me. Ain't a single night goes by I don't feel the guilt. Don't think I'll ever forgive myself, if I'm honest with you." Elliot removes his glasses and dabs his eyes with a tissue, stinging from the onset of tears. "Me neither." Elliot tenses. That was not Princeton's voice. He lowers the tissue and through the blurriness of his vision, there are two glowing lavender dots were Princeton's eyes once were and long dark hair where his short brown hair once was - and, he puts his glasses back on to find a woman where Princeton once was. "Who are you?" he croaks, clinging on to hope it's another episode. The woman jerks her leg under the desk. A gurney squeaks out, the upper-half of Princeton's body laying flat on the soggy, blood-soaked mattress. "Ellie, please help me!" the corpse wails as carmine tears drool down its cheeks. With a sound similar to noodles being stirred, its bowels unravel from its body like a hose reel, wrapping Elliot and fastening him to the chair. Elliot vomits onto his lap and struggles against the viscous ropes. "Fucking hexe!" "Say my name, darling." The woman's voice, while gentle, reverberates through the walls. "Ain't got a single clue 'bout your goddamned name!" "Say it. " As a wave of heat washes through his body, his muscles relax and he succumbs to sleepiness. I must do as told. I want to do as told. As the woman stands up, he remembers her face and everything he had done. "Monette." Monette's mandible detaches from her skull and dangles by threads of stretched and torn flesh and muscle, forming a toothy open-mouth smile large enough to fit a small man. With each step of the looming woman, vibrations are sent throughout the room. Elliot's poppy back on the farm used to tell him to reap what you sow - so, he holds his eyelids shut, accepting that, this time, he will not go without punishment.

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POLITICS Politics play a crucial role in the things I am passionate about, such as scientific research and human rights. I was 18 years old I was right-leaning. Over the course of the last four years, I've drifted further to the left and I would now consider myself a center-leftist. These essays are not meant to attack anyone, and everyone is welcome here. For example, while I vehemently disagree with Trump on many things, my mother is a republican and she's the sweetest woman I know, having dedicated two decades of her life to nursing and caring for others. Except in cases where human rights or health are at stake, there is no trouble in agreeing to disagree.

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