Hi — I'm Alex! Similarly to every human ever, I often grapple with my mental health. Owing to one of my diagnoses, "autism spectrum disorder level one without intellectual impairment" (or ASD1 if you need to save four seconds), I've never been great at verbal communication. That is why, from a young age, I've preferred written communication. Throughout my life, writing has always been my creative outlet, whether it be prose, lyrics or, within the last few years, poetry. This website is not a portfolio of work, but rather a place where I can share poetry and other writings. Posts will range from poetry to lyric essays to personal anecdotes to mental health discussions. Welcome, and I truly appreciate you visiting!

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Poetry | Singles Content Queen of the Night "Queen of the Night" 2025 Within the labyrinth I lie Dear Luna's tepid glow Is too unlit to navigate The maze and find my Home I've yelled and cried to no reply The search has lost its hope For ample time I've tried to find Where she could've roamed My legs are languid now tonight I need to rest my soles Atop the sand I squeeze between Jagged chollas, boles They serve as hugs in wintry times Thorny throes - warming, though! When she fled she thieved my fleece And left me in the cold Upon the welkin are my eyes Where the crows circle slow Telling the murder I'm deceased I get no funeral Mainlined inside my blood supply Is where the ghosting flows Infects my heart and arteries My lids begin to close A din within the murky night! Then a susurrus - "Hello?" Startled I wake and wait for beasts Only silence follows On the side of my sight's a light A rounded gleam of gold Warped to hazy orbs as I weep Toward me, the light floats I sniffle wanly. "Hi Firefly, Can you lead me back home?" The little lamp lands on my feet Bright his golden light glows! "I have lost her within the night She's too quick when she bolts But she calls for me as she flees Oh, it puzzles me so! Because you travel via sky Do you know where she roamed? Her hidey-hole you must've seen High above the tangles." Then the firefly flies up high I stand with renewed hope In the dark, the light's so shiny! Though he's so swift I lope The buzz is silent as he flies There's no shot he made those Strident sounds inside the weeds Who'd stalk and not approach? He picks up pace, I start to stride Closer home, I hear her croaks Within the night, the echoes ring Voice unmistakable Words discerned; my name, she cries It seemed mere feet ago I grin and wipe away my cheeks "Firefly, almost home!" Two corners turned, there she lies I find my voice, my home! I shout her name and she sees me; My soul's no longer cold There she is, dead of night, divine Laying among the brome In and out, the kind of beauty No tome could ever hold Instinct declares it's my demise Of my own accord I chose But without her I'm so lonely - Afraid to brave the cold She's indeed the Queen of the Night When I get close I'm poked But her open arms look cozy So I say this time I won't Some cacti have a hundred spines Of that, I'm resentful For to what extent must I bleed For me to grow a backbone? But I can't stand myself at night And dread my days alone Who am I without the Queen? That, I wish not to know So I approach, she hugs me tight Glochids tear scars once sewn But I ignore the blood seeping And I sigh - at last I'm home!

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Book Log Currently reading Progress 16 / 114 Finished Rating 08/23/26 2/5 False advertising, that rose isn't even black. Nor were there roses in the book. Also I didn't like it. Goodreads Finished Rating 08/07/26 4/5 Even though they're just quotes from poems, it's always so nice reading anything Browning that I'm not even gonna comment on the page design Goodreads Finished Rating 07/01/26 3.5/5 It's like a Hallmark movie if it were a book, but sometimes you just want a story where you know exactly what's going to happen. Goodreads Finished Rating 05/13/26 2/5 I too throw some casual enjambment in my text messages Goodreads Finished Rating 03/20/26 3/5 most of them sounded like this but i loved a few anyway –conflicted Goodreads Finished Rating 02/21/26 3.75/5 It was a certified three stars at least when I saw "Dinner is the Thing with Feathers". Goodreads Finished Rating 07/22/25 4/5 I borrowed it because I like the cover but the book is good too. I did in fact judge a book by its cover and that judgement was correct. Goodreads Finished Rating 05/28/25 5/5 I felt about fourteen different emotions reading this. Goodreads Finished Rating 05/16/25 4.5/5 Hanna Harms? Yeah — my emotions, after reading this. Get it? Because of her last name? Do you get it? Get into groups of four and discuss. Goodreads Finished Rating 05/15/25 0.5/5 Do you know those guys that discover the word sonder on TikTok and decide they need to start a podcast? This is like that, but in book form. Goodreads Finished Rating 01/08/25 5/5 If she doesn't release more poetry soon, I will start screaming, unfortunately. Goodreads Finished Rating 12/30/24 4/5 One of the best parts of a democrat being elected is that some straight heat is always recited at their inagurations. Goodreads Finished Rating 08/25/24 4/5 I should've probably read her work before reading the cliffnotes version of them but it was still good. Goodreads Finished Rating 06/20/24 5/5 This book is so CUTE Goodreads Finished Rating 04/21/24 4.5/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 03/22/24 3.75/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 03/14/24 2.75/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 02/27/24 3/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 01/16/24 5/5 I knew nothing about this book before reading it, so I was suprised when it started getting magical. But I love it! Goodreads Finished Rating 01/12/24 3.5/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 12/26/23 4.75/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 11/25/23 5/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 10/07/23 2.25/5 Bonus points because the cover is silky and soft which is objectively the best texture for a book. Goodreads Finished Rating 09/16/23 3.25/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 09/16/23 5/5 Omg?? Goodreads Finished Rating 08/16/23 2/5 When you're hungry enough, you come back for seconds to a shitty meal and hope it tastes different. Goodreads Finished Rating 08/14/23 2/5 :/ Goodreads Finished Rating 08/10/23 3.75/5 I don't like the Instagram caption style of poetry, but I would not feel morally okay rating this lower. Goodreads Finished Rating 08/06/23 3.5/5 :) Goodreads Finished Rating 07/14/23 4/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 06/??/23 4.25/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 05/??/23 3.75/5 I feel bad for people with SCID thinking they found representation until the ending came. Goodreads Finished Rating 04/30/23 3/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating 04/??/23 3/5 No comment left on entry. Goodreads Finished Rating ??/??/23 2/5 I feel like the demographic is someone who watched the access hollywood tape from 2016 and had a hearty chuckle Goodreads Finished Rating ??/??/23 4.25/5 No comment left on entry. 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Recently Watched Rating Scale 0.5 - 5 | 💖 | 💖💖| 💖💖💖 New page — archive collection still being edited. Archive I didn't start keeping track of dates until The Conjuring: Last Rites , so the following are listed in the order I best remember watching them, from this year down. Rating 3.5/5 I just cried during a Jason Stathom movie. Trailer Rating 4/5 pew pew Trailer Rating 4/5 The mom's reaction to the death is the scariest part Trailer Rating 3.5/5 What Trailer Rating 3.5/5 I watched this one first because I'm a little rulebreaker. Trailer Rating 💖💖 Went back to the theater for seconds Trailer Rating 2/5 It's definitely a movie Trailer Rating 3.5/5 I only went because he directed The Invisible Man and Benjamin Wallfisch did the music. Trailer Rating 💖 Not to sound the way I'll sound but omg the cinematogrpaphy Trailer Rating 💖💖 The only time as a grown man that the parking lot was scary after a theater trip. Trailer Rating 5/5 Overrun with cliches and objectively probably not great, but you all can fight me. Trailer Rating 3.5/5 Trailer Rating 3/5 As a certified FNAF fan since the age of nine, it's definitely a movie Trailer Rating 5/5 I am kenough Trailer Rating 4.5/5 The horror was pretty bad, I was just here for the characters. Trailer

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