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  • Singles (Test Page) | Alex Gonzalez

    Poetry | Singles Content Queen of the Night "Queen of the Night" 2025 Within the labyrinth I lie Dear Luna's tepid glow Is too unlit to navigate The maze and find my Home I've yelled and cried to no reply The search has lost its hope For ample time I've tried to find Where she could've roamed My legs are languid now tonight I need to rest my soles Atop the sand I squeeze between Jagged chollas, boles They serve as hugs in wintry times Thorny throes - warming, though! When she fled she thieved my fleece And left me in the cold Upon the welkin are my eyes Where the crows circle slow Telling the murder I'm deceased I get no funeral Mainlined inside my blood supply Is where the ghosting flows Infects my heart and arteries My lids begin to close A din within the murky night! Then a susurrus - "Hello?" Startled I wake and wait for beasts Only silence follows On the side of my sight's a light A rounded gleam of gold Warped to hazy orbs as I weep Toward me, the light floats I sniffle wanly. "Hi Firefly, Can you lead me back home?" The little lamp lands on my feet Bright his golden light glows! "I have lost her within the night She's too quick when she bolts But she calls for me as she flees Oh, it puzzles me so! Because you travel via sky Do you know where she roamed? Her hidey-hole you must've seen High above the tangles." Then the firefly flies up high I stand with renewed hope In the dark, the light's so shiny! Though he's so swift I lope The buzz is silent as he flies There's no shot he made those Strident sounds inside the weeds Who'd stalk and not approach? He picks up pace, I start to stride Closer home, I hear her croaks Within the night, the echoes ring Voice unmistakable Words discerned; my name, she cries It seemed mere feet ago I grin and wipe away my cheeks "Firefly, almost home!" Two corners turned, there she lies I find my voice, my home! I shout her name and she sees me; My soul's no longer cold There she is, dead of night, divine Laying among the brome In and out, the kind of beauty No tome could ever hold Instinct declares it's my demise Of my own accord I chose But without her I'm so lonely - Afraid to brave the cold She's indeed the Queen of the Night When I get close I'm poked But her open arms look cozy So I say this time I won't Some cacti have a hundred spines Of that, I'm resentful For to what extent must I bleed For me to grow a backbone? But I can't stand myself at night And dread my days alone Who am I without the Queen? That, I wish not to know So I approach, she hugs me tight Glochids tear scars once sewn But I ignore the blood seeping And I sigh - at last I'm home!

  • About | Alex Gonzalez

    Hi — I'm Alex! Similarly to every human ever, I often grapple with my mental health. Owing to one of my diagnoses, "autism spectrum disorder level one without intellectual impairment" (or ASD1 if you need to save four seconds), I've never been great at verbal communication. That is why, from a young age, I've preferred written communication. Throughout my life, writing has always been my creative outlet, whether it be prose, lyrics or, within the last few years, poetry. This website is not a portfolio of work, but rather a place where I can share poetry and other writings. Posts will range from poetry to lyric essays to personal anecdotes to mental health discussions. Welcome, and I truly appreciate you visiting!

  • Survey | Alex Gonzalez

    Survey Designing a website on my own can be challenging. I've been making changes to it for about four years now. While the first iterations were especially atrocious, I do still make mistakes and have so much to learn. The purpose of this survey is for me to ask you to answer a small variety of very specific questions regarding concerns that I have.

  • Socials | Alex Gonzalez

    Alex Gonzalez Socials Alex Gonzalez | Website Instagram Spotify TikTok Pinterest 08/06/26: Instagram's built-in browser is more likely to encounter performance issues on the website, especially when rendering custom fonts. The home page may take a few seconds to "unfreeze" unless you choose to visit the site in your native browser. Clearing the Instagram browser's cache is also likely to help.

  • Contact | Alex Gonzalez

    Contact Me First name Last Name Email Select a topic Choose an option Write a message Submit Thank you! Expect a response within three days. Make sure to check other/spam folders. Are you an employer? If so, please contact me at alexmgonzalez08@gmail.com

  • J Books | Alex Gonzalez

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  • Copy of Old Socials Design | Alex Gonzalez

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  • Logs | Alex Gonzalez

    Extra Soziale Netzwerke Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Besuchen Soziale Netzwerke Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Besuchen Soziale Netzwerke Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Besuchen

  • Alex Gonzalez | Poetry

    The official website of A.M. Gonzalez Alex Gonzalez Blog & Poetry I'm twenty-three years old and I write poetry and prose poetry. Welcome to my journal. About New | Poetry New | Blog Posts Check back soon.

  • Stories | Alex Gonzalez

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  • PTSD | Alex Gonzalez

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  • OCD | Alex Gonzalez

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